Making Hamburger Out of Sacred Cows—Straight Talk on Saints and Saintliness
A Sermon Preached at the
Cathedral Church of St. Mark
All Saints—Revelation 7:9-17;
Psalm 34:1-10, 22; 1 John 3:1-3; Matthew 5:1-12
The Reverend Tyler B. Doherty, Priest-in-Charge
Making
Hamburger Out of Sacred Cows—Straight Talk on Saints and Saintliness
I don’t know about you, but
whenever I hear talk about saints and holiness, I start to get a little itchy.
My preciousness detector starts registers off the charts and I’m filled with an
almost insatiable urge to make hamburger out of sacred cows. A lot of my
aversion comes, I’m quite certain, from a misunderstanding of what saintliness
and holiness actually looks like. Especially in a culture as moralistic,
perfectionistic and Puritanical as our own, it’s easy to think that saintliness
and holiness are all about speaking in hushed tones, gliding across the floor
with implacable calm, and plastering a beatific smile (professionally whitened,
of course) across our faces. And indeed, if that’s what saintliness is, if
that’s what holiness is, then let’s all go home and have a big old sacred cow
barbeque right now. The last thing our image-obsessed celebrity culture needs
is more people performing their image of saintliness and holiness.
The trouble with performing
saintliness and holiness is that it’s something we do, rather than
something God does in us. When saintliness and holiness become the
self-improvement project to end all self-improvement projects (Oprah Winfrey
elevated to the level of deity), what we end up with is people who are good, but not holy. As Evelyn Waugh writes of one his characters—“She is saintly,
but not a saint.” The key difference, I think, between saintliness and being a
saint, is their effect on those around them. Saintly people might be very
devout, intense, and disciplined, but they make everyone around them feel
depressed, inadequate, and like they never measure up. In their company we
always seem to come up a day late and a dollar short—telling ourselves to try
harder and get our act together.
Saints and holy people,
however, have precisely the opposite effect. When we are in their presence,
they make us feel better than we really are. Rather than being in a competition
over who can take home the goodness trophy, saints enlarge our world, and show
us who we really are beyond the cramped confines of our inherited stories. It’s
not that saints make me feel like Popeye the Sailorman—"I ams what I ams.”
In fact, in their presence I often feel even more acutely the need to turn
around, repent, and begin again. Saints show me that even at my most
compromised, and confused, God is willing to get down in the mud to work in and
through my life to bring about something of Godself. God gets messy, because
I’m messy, and that’s ok. Saints are those who know they are a mess, that their
ducks will never all be in row, that they’ll never have it all together, and
that God is big enough to work with us anyways. Saints show us, by opening
themselves and their quirky, contradictory lives to the presence and action of
God’s love, that our lives don’t have to be lived within the narrow strictures
of the pat, the predictable, and nauseatingly precious. They point the way to
freshness, adventure, and a playful wildness that is encounter with the Living
God.
Saints are those transparent souls who point
away from themselves to the goodness and extravagant gracefulness of God. When
saintliness and holiness become a personal project they quickly become a
measuring stick for determining who is successful and who’s not. We get people
who are “good” at being holy and those who are “bad” at it. And like most
measuring sticks, it gets turned into a Billy club pretty easily. Saints aren’t
the “best” at playing the holiness game. Real holiness, comes from God as sheer
gift, not through obsessive self-effort, and it is the saints who remind us of
this truth. Saints are those who look at Jesus, inhabit the gospel stories and
have had those stories open their eyes to world around them. Saints look at
Jesus and make his life so much their own, that sometimes they even see with
Jesus’ eyes—the eye of the heart, the eye of love, the eye in which there in no
partiality, the eye of radical welcome and indiscriminate hospitality. Saints
are people in whom God is living God’s life without them even knowing it and
who would be appalled if you pointed it out.
And that’s why All Saints’ day
is one of the four major feasts on which we baptize people. It’s a common misunderstanding,
often reinforced in some religious traditions, that Christian baptism confers
on us a special, privileged status that somehow marks us off from everyone
else. Nothing could be further from the truth. Baptism does not separate us and
make us somehow superior to the rest of the human race. That kind of separation
is what we talked about earlier—those people who are saintly, but not saints.
Those people who instead of enlarging our sense of God, the world, and
ourselves, tend to make us feel like we are worthless schleps who should devote
the rest of our lives to examining our shoelaces and leave the work of love to
someone more worthy, the spiritually gifted, the religious olympians.
That kind of
separation—holiness as being “set apart”—also runs
counter to what we see in the life, teaching, death, and resurrection of the
one whom we pledge to follow—Jesus. Jesus goes to a machine of mass execution
on the top of a garbage heap. He goes outside the city; he goes to the place
where what is unwanted gets tossed away—both people and things. He goes to the
place where there is the greatest suffering, pain, isolation, and humiliation.
We are called to go to where it is most difficult in the name of Jesus who went
where it was most difficult and to reveal that even there, even in the midst of
pain, suffering, agony, dereliction, and shame, God is with us. We go to the
places that scare us, make our stand, and open our lives to God. Love wins.
So baptism, while it is often
associated with purity and cleansing—we’ve got pretty white towels,
caterwauling babies bedecked in frilly white gowns, and nice candles—is
actually a messy business. Far from securing privileged status that we can lord
over others, or use to create divisions between insiders and outsiders, baptism
places us in intimate solidarity with all of humanity and all of creation. In baptism we step into the very heart of the
messy world and stand where Jesus stands. We might even say that baptism is a
kind of contamination—a contamination of our hearts by the sufferings of the
world. Where before we might have insulated ourselves against the cries of the
broken-hearted, now, we pledge ourselves to hear the voices of the ones
rendered silent, and to make visible those who have been made invisible.
And baptism, whether we are
doing it today like these young folks, or remembering our baptism as we recite
the Baptismal Covenant, is really a centripetal force. Rising from the waters
(or having an acolyte daintily daub our dampened locks with a lacey towel), we
hear through the din—be afraid, buy more
stuff, you’re not good enough, smart enough, skinny enough, young enough—something
different. It’s the song of the dove. The song of the Holy Spirt descending
upon us and whispering in the ear of the heart—“You are my beloved daughter.
You are my beloved son. With you I am well-pleased.” In baptism, what we die
to, what goes under the water and is washed away, is the power of those old
stories to determine who we are. We rise from the waters a new creation—a
person who lives from abundance and not scarcity, from love and not lack, from
being created in the image and likeness of God and not the image of our family,
our nation, our sports team, our bank account, or the logo on our sneakers.
It’s this identity, of knowing
oneself to be a beloved child of God that sends us out to do the work God has
given us to do. Like Jesus, we find ourselves going places we would never go
before—to a nursing home to visit the sick, into the kitchen to cook a meal for
a recent widower, looking into the eyes of a homeless person on the very steps
of the church we enter every Sunday, but have never noticed before. Baptism
makes the whole world our Church. Our altar is not a private devotional space
cordoned off from the rest of the messy world. Our altar is in the world. Our
altar is set squarely in the muck and the slime. The holy and ordinary are
irrevocably tangled up in each other.
In our reading from
Revelation, we have this beautiful image in the throne room with angels, and
elders, and the four living creatures all falling on their faces and
worshipping God. It’s an image of how holiness happens in us—we look to God and
consent to God living God’s life in and through the lineaments of our lives. We
make a little space for God to act, we utter our “yes”. If we let God be God
and let God do God’s work in us (instead of turning holiness into another
self-improvement project that we can take credit for) then there’s at least
half a chance we might enlarge the lives of others, to help them know
themselves as loved, and shed a different light on the landscape.
What’s interesting, though, is
that later in Revelation (21:22) we hear that in the vision of the New
Jerusalem there is no temple—“I saw no temple in the city, for its temple is
the Lord God the Almighty and the Lamb.” That seems curious, doesn’t it? In the
New Jerusalem, where God is to be all in all, there is no temple? How could
that be? It’s because when God is all in all, there is no inside and outside,
holy and unholy, sacred and mundane—the whole city is a temple, the whole world
is a temple at whose altar we worship the goodness and graciousness of the God
who called us out of nothing, sustains us moment by moment, and leads us
forward. Christ, as our baptismal covenant tells us, is in all people.
On this feast of All Saints,
may we recall for ourselves those people who have enlarged our vision, shed a
new light, and helped us to see things from a fresh perspective. May we give
thanks for those lives that have helped us recognize that even in our
brokenness, and our confusion, the humility of God seeks us out to bring about
the Kingdom. Emerging from the waters of baptism may we see ourselves not as
members of a private club, but servants of all, worshippers in a church without
walls whose altar is set firmly, brazenly, scandalously at the heart of the
world’s
difficulties—on that garbage heap outside
the city walls with a twisted tree on its top.
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