Christmas Day: Opening the Gift
A Sermon Preached at the Cathedral Church of St. Mark.
Christmas Day Isaiah
52:7-10; Psalm 98; Hebrews 1:1-4; John 1:1-14
The
Reverend Tyler Doherty, Priest-in-Charge
This Christmas morning, we don’t hear about the
Shepherds, or the Magi, or the “No Vacancy” sign, or the visitation, or the
Magnificat, or any of the things we’ve come to associate with Christmas.
Instead, we are taken back, way back—before there even was a Bethlehem, and before there was even time itself.
These opening lines of John’s Gospel are really
a kind of recapitulation of the creation story; Genesis redux with the Christ
as the logos, the Word, the ordering
principle, providing the shape, the pattern, and the arc of how things hang
together—“All things came into being through him.” Coffee beans, cornfields,
Czechoslovakia—all things, John reminds us, mediate God’s presence to us. That
we see Jesus in the manger—swaddled in cloth, packed in mud and straw, the tiny
infant’s cry piercing the dumbstruck silence of that holy night—is a pointer to
us, an invitation, to see Christ in all things. It’s a call to see the face of
God in the midst of what we might call “ordinary” life. “All things came into
being through him”—Chickadees, cirrus clouds, and chainsaws—all threads woven
in a dancing sacramental tapestry.
St. John sets before us a startling, mind-blowing
reality. Christmas isn’t something that happened 2017 years ago in a dusty little
out of the way town in Galilee. Christmas, the shining forth of the glory of
God without remainder, with nothing held back, happens at the heart of each
moment of existence. Jesus Christ, the Word, the logos, is that invisible light that shines up through a sidewalk
crack crammed with cigarette butts while we wait for the bus, that lights up
something as ordinary and unmystical as drinking a glass of water, or sharing soggy
microwave reheat french fries with your kid. Each moment, each encounter—no matter
how apparently ordinary—is actually the coming into being of Christ Himself.
Christ coming into being stopped at a traffic light. Christ coming into being
in the line at the grocery. Christ coming into being in the ICU. All of it,
without exception is by Him, and with Him and in Him as it says in our doxology
at the end of our Eucharistic prayer. This reality—of seeing each moment as
part of the mystical body of Christ, of seeing each moment burgeoning forth
with God as its horizon—is what John wants us to see about Christmas.
Annunciations, mangers, shining stars, angelic hosts, shepherds going home by a
different road with their eyes and hearts blown wide open—these all take place
smack dab in the middle of our ordinary lives if we have ears to hear and eyes
to see. Christmas in July? St. John would scoff. Christmas in each nano-second?
Now, you might get his attention.
These opening lines of the Gospel According to
John remind us that everything is woven into a sacramental tapestry that
mediates the glory of God. And the great temptation of the Christian life is to
get intoxicated by the poetry of it all and to forget that it points to a
reality we are to embody, a life we
are to make our own, a potential we are to bring to fruition, to realize, in this very life. The great temptation
of Christmas is to be lulled into a beatific, pious slumber and to miss the
unceasing and all-inclusive invitation to the banquet of Divine Welcome, to the
feast of fullness and abundance of life, to the party that’s been in full swing
since the foundation of the world.
The gift of God’s very self in Jesus—what the
author of the Letter to the Hebrews calls, “the exact imprint of God’s very being”—has
been given to us already. The love of God has been poured into our hearts by
Holy Spirit (Romans 5:5). Christ dwells within our very hearts. That’s the
light that shines through the darkness of our shame, our confusion, our
isolation, our fear, our loneliness, our anger, our unforgiveness. That light,
which tells us we are loved, that we are not alone, that nothing can separate
us from the love of God or revoke our invitation to the banquet, that light is
who we really are. That light is the place we are called to live from—not from
the sham darknesses of lack, fear, scarcity, and shame. The light of Christ
shining in the manger of your heart, that
is the light that no darkness can overcome. It’s a light that is
given—undeserved, unearned, unmerited—as an extravagant gift to everyone
without exception: “…and the life was the light of all people.”
So we don’t have to do anything to “earn” the
gift—otherwise it wouldn’t be a gift at all, but some kind of contractual
transaction that has nothing to do with self-forgetful, agape love. But (you knew there was a but coming), we do have to open the gift. We do have to realize,
to make real, our potential in Christ. We have to give our consent, the little
mustard seed of our “yes” to God, for the gift to be opened in us, and for the
little mud and straw mangers of our hearts to be transfigured into places where
God happens, where God discovers Himself in us. God loves us so much that he
will not compel us to love Him. That is what it means to be created in the
image and likeness of God. We are given the freedom to open the gift, to
realize our potential, or go a different way—"He
was in the world, and the world came into being through him; yet the world did
not know him. He came to what was his own, and his own people did not accept
him.” We can choose to leave the gift that has already been given us
under the tree to collect dust. We can forget about it entirely. We can deny
its very existence. But that gift never goes away. It never gets returned to
sender. It is always there waiting patiently for our little “yes” to sprout,
and bloom, and flower in our lives.
Of course, God does not smite us if we don’t
open the gift (a kind of Christmas at gunpoint model of God) but as the poet
Denise Levertov writes, “the gates close, the pathway vanishes.” The invitation
to larger life, the doorway to abundance, and path to fullness of life
disappears—but only for a moment. God keeps showing up—hanging around like a
bad smell as my father used to say—with other invitations, other annunciations
with which our lives are literally littered. That same God of steadfast
covenant faithfulness reaches out again and again in what might seem like lots
of different invitations. In reality, there is only the one invitation that has
sounded since before time—the invitation to Love, the invitation to discover
who we are, and who we are made to be. Come.
Which brings me, predictably perhaps, to our
friend Athanasius who asked in his little treatise, On the Incarnation the $64,000 question—"Why did God become
human?” To make a long story short, Athanasius argues that God became human that
we might be united with God, and enjoy union and communion with Him. God wants
to share His very life with us and it is in becoming incarnate in the person of
Jesus that he makes this possible—"God became human that human beings
might become God,” is the slogan you’ll hear bandied about.
Now, we sometimes hear phrases like Athanasius’,
“God became human that human beings might become God,” as a fanciful bit of
mildly heretical poetry that might have captured the imaginations of the Greek
fathers, but sounds a little too bold, too startling, too mind-boggling for us
to take seriously. After all, Christianity is about being a good person and
trying hard to be nice, right? It was Stanley Hauerwas who when asked what he
learned in Sunday school mawkishly replied in his best Texan drawl—“Jesus was niiiice, and we should be niiiice too.”
Now,
don’t get me wrong, I’m not against being nice to people. In a country as
divided as this one, where people of good will can hardly sit in the same room
and discuss their differences, a little nice would seem to go a long way. But
the trouble comes when we think that “being nice” is the source and summit of
the Christian life. We content ourselves with half a loaf, and convince
ourselves that Athanasius and Irenaeus were likely a little over-caffeinated,
or inebriated on a heady brew of Jesus and Greek metaphysics and shouldn’t be taken
too seriously.
Putting on the mind of Christ, giving birth to
Christ in our hearts, seeing with the eye of the heart enlightened, discovering
and becoming the light that no darkness can overcome—that is the true meaning
of Christmas. Linus might not have said it so many words, but looking into that
creche is really like gazing into the mirror. It shows you that right there in the
ordinary mud-and straw of your daily life—with its cavities, car payments,
crying babies, canned corn—Jesus is waiting to be born. Not even waiting to be
born—Christ is born, Christ is living his life in you already, and
blazes forth from the heart of each moment with a blinding glory that puts 4th
of July to shame. The only question is whether we will make a little space at
the inn. Caesar Augustus’ soldiers pounded on the door demanding to register
everyone, but the one who knocks at the door of the heart begging entrance,
knocks so softly, it’s easy to miss. Bend the knee of your heart. Listen close.
Do you hear it?
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