A Meditation for Evensong: Beware the Yeast of the Pharisees & Herod: In the Boat with Jesus
A Meditation for Evensong: Mark 8: 11-21
The Cathedral Church of St. Mark
The Very Reverend Tyler B. Doherty, Dean & Rector
When
we encounter Jesus and the disciples in the boat, one of the first things to
notice is how boats have the nasty habit of reminding us of our vulnerability,
our exposure to what is risky and contingent in a world that’s impossible to
control. Wind, waves, whales—they set before us everything that’s unmanageable.
In a boat we are exposed to everything that won’t bend to our will, our desire
to have things on our own terms. We come face-to-face with our weakness, our
poverty, our dependence, our need, and vulnerability.
Now in our culture, weakness, poverty,
dependence, need and vulnerability—though true statements of the human
condition—aren’t exactly high-prized attributes. Just think of the antonym for
each of those words and you’ll start to see that they sound pretty much like
what you learned from your teachers, parents, nation: power, wealth,
independence, self-sufficiency, invulnerability. Pretty good right?
Except these attributes are exactly what Jesus
is calling the yeast of the Pharisees and the yeast of the Herodians. So what
is the yeast of the Pharisees? Needless to say, Jesus is speaking
metaphorically here of the Pharisee’s insatiable need for power, control, and
influence. Jesus is a threat to the settled order of things—an order they
control and benefit from. They are acting and reacting from a deep fear of
vulnerability and exposure that Jesus’ ministry amongst them represents. The
yeast of the Pharisees is a kind of defendedness against the in-breaking
newness of what God is up to in the person of Jesus. The yeast of the Pharisees
is an entrapment in old patterns of seeing and being-in-the-world. The yeast of
the Pharisees is a certain deafness to the new song that God is singing in
Christ—like parents in the 50s who tried to blast Rachmaninov to silence the hip-swinging
Elvis Presley blaring from their children’s bedrooms.
The Pharisees want to make Jesus a plaything of
their control. They want him to perform like a genie in a bottle at their beck
and call. They want to turn Jesus into a possession, an instrument of their
continued desire to maintain power and influence. Beware, Jesus is warning the
disciples, of being so defended, so hungry for influence and control, that you
defend yourself against life itself! Beware of turning my presence that is with
you always, even to the end of the age, into a private possession of your own
imagination so that you miss how I am actually showing up all the time (even
here in this rickety old fishing vessel).
Similarly, the yeast of Herod is all about
maintaining power with the threat of violence. Of course, it’s Herod who gives
his assent for John the Baptist’s head to be cut off and displayed as a trophy
to his assembled guests. Herod liked to listen to John the Baptist we are told,
but the threat of the new thing he was heralding was too much for Herod to
bear. In the end Herod decided to please the crowd in a show of bluster instead
of yielding graciously, co-operatively, to the new thing John the Baptist was
announcing.
“Beware the yeast of the Pharisees, and the
yeast of Herod.” Both these yeasts ferment in a climate of fear and distrust.
Both these yeasts are cultivated in a world-picture with the single, solitary
self at the center of everything: our power, our status, our security, our reputation,
our control. The trouble with the yeast of the Pharisees and the yeast of Herod
is that it hollows us out from the inside. If we live for power we spend our
lives looking over our shoulder for the one who inevitably is more powerful
than we are and end up contracted and self-enclosed, paranoid and fearful. If
we direct our efforts at always being in control, something will always comes
along to upset our apple-cart and our best-laid plans will go up in smoke. The
substitutes for true happiness (that is to be found in trusting in God and God
alone), which the yeast of the Pharisees and Herod represent, never fully
satisfy, and keep us enslaved in a cycle of fear, and violence: trapped in kind
of living death.
So what’s the alternative? It’s to willingly
step into the boat with Jesus, to follow Him, to come and see, trusting not in
our own power, but in the power of the one who can make a way out of no way,
draw fruitfulness from barrenness, life from death. The alternative is to see that
all the bankrupt ways of trying to secure our happiness on our own in terms of safety/security,
power/control, affection/esteem just make us more miserable, fearful, and
curved in our selves. Once we recognize that, we gradually learn to trust the
wobbly life in the boat that’s designed to show us how things really are, the
world of wind, waves, and whales where our need for a savior to heal us in our
weakness, our poverty, our dependence, our need, and vulnerability is
unflinchingly clear.
We always want to retreat to the shore—to find
some solid ground under our feet because we chafe mightily against the
dependence and vulnerability, the reliance on God, to which the life of faith
invites us. That, however, is the yeast of the Pharisees and Herod. The yeast
of self-sufficiency and pulling ourselves up by our bootstraps. Our weakness,
our poverty, our dependence, our need, and vulnerability—life in the boat and
life on planet earth—contain within them the promise of a true security, a true
joy and happiness that is not contingent upon the outward circumstances of our
daily life with its inevitably ups and downs. Our weakness, our poverty, our
dependence, our need, and vulnerability once acknowledged and not repressed or
stuffed away somewhere teach us where to look for the peace, safety, abundance,
and joy for which we are made. In Christ. In the boat with Him and Him Alone.
It
is precisely to the degree that we yield to love, surrender our illusory
self-sufficiency, and embrace whole-heartedly our dependence and littleness
that we become the bread for which the whole world hungers. The feeding
miracles aren’t just about Jesus feeding hungry disciples, but about us
becoming food—physical, spiritual, and emotional food—for others. So step into
the boat. Don’t fret about not having a life jacket. Beware the yeast of the
Pharisees and Herod—that hankering for solid ground. Most of all, know that it
is our calling not just to consume bread, but to be changed into it—to be the
bread that Jesus is for others in a windy, wavy, and whaley world.
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